So my week has been totally different. I had to let go of a negative force in my life, it was hard, but the right desicion and I feel good now, well, getting there. It never is easy letting go, but you have to understand the reasons why you have done it in the end.
Coming back to work killed me after time off! Had a stuffy nose for days. I took some allergy tablet’s and I can see why I don’t take them! I had little Tantrum’s after taking them when I was hoovering up.
I always do seem to have little outbursts (not nasty ones) when I have took tablets.
It’s a real shame for people who have to have them on regular basis. I wouldn’t be myself, no wonder the world is looking back to natural remedies.
So my wife has got the dreaded cold now! My son is back at school and now I have a rabbit that were looking after, who shits all over the living room! Life is just peachy. Having said that, she is a beautiful rabbit! It’s amazing how such a survival based animal can be so social. She will sit on the sofa and be stroked like a dog!
I had a walkthrough my hometown today, it inspired me to write a song for my next album about growing up there.
I’m going to me mum and Dads for the weekend, as I’ve said before their just like friends. They owe me nothing, but still seem to want to give, I can relate as a parent but I just wish I could give them more after raising me up the way the have! My mum loves my determination for becoming a musician and counsellor, she supports me 110% I remember her hearing Leeds festival, saying : James will be playing there one day! I’m never giving up on my passions, I never have never will.
I really was in a place of relaxation at the beginning if the week, and had great balance, I seem to have fallen off track a litlle bit but getting myself organised again. Everything works better with a plan, even simple things like pre-ready answers for your boss etc.
I’m getting ready for my counselling course and annoying all my followers with it! Lol. I had a chance at getting a job close to home as a mental health assistant, I could really do with it to help me progress, but the money and hours don’t fit. I have to think about my family first too. I guess it will all come in due time, and I can have a job that I am passionate about.
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